Do you ever feel like there is something "bigger" for you waiting out there? You don't know what, but you are absolutely sure about it.
Do you ever long for things you can't describe?
Do you ever feel that you just can't show your real self, because people would have a hard time understanding you, and if you showed them who you really are they would probably think of you as weird or not take you seriously?
I do. Sometimes. Like today, this morning. I felt at ease and in harmony when we were ice skating of some reason, and of what I don't care. It was just such a good feeling and I've been longing for it.
I don't know why I write this, but it doesn't matter either. I just want to write and I usually don't read what I've written twice. Especially not things like these.
Writing is just a tool to help me clear my mind. Once the thoughts are put into words they will automatically leave my head. Which is a good thing of course.
God, there are so many things I wanna tell, so many things I want people to understand and respect. It is harder than it seems.
One thing I know too is that some people are not capable or emotionally/mentally ready to hear everything either. To open up and look with different eyes on things.
I want that day to come though.
Until then we'll see what happens.
-V
I know that feeling. I think composure is important, you obviously have a lot of it to know that people are not always ready for the truth.
SvaraRaderaYou're kind enough to wait until the day you think they will be ^^ That's very understanding.
I think, there are things that we can only discover by ourselves and within our selves. When the right time comes though, everything will be exposed, but only when the right time comes.
Keep strong ~I agree with writing as a tool as well. It's very relxing.
Take care!