A great turn in life

Two great weekends in a row that I'll never forget, isn't that amazing?
I am on top of the world. I promise, if I could I'd scream it out loud.
Yesterday I went to the long-time project Ultimate Metal (a rock festival) to see my friends, dad and brother perform with their bands. It was a great experience in every single way and to me it felt like being in the biggest family in the world. I can't really describe it, but... wow!
And... there were a few really good moments as well ;) I also made new contacts.

Yeah, I'm uploading a few pictures:

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Chris (Tortured Mind)

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Jörgen (Tortured Mind)

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Tortured Mind

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Hollow Breed

MySpace:
Tortured Mind
Hollow Breed

Yeah, more is to come, maybe ^^
Enjoy! :D

-Vicki

After rain comes sun

I. am. soooo relieved! Someone just took a big burden off of my shoulders. The website for the up coming family festival is done and you can see it here. Well, it is not completely done, but the first part of the job is. The test we had this week is done. I am done xD But with a big smile on my face. I will celebrate somehow today. (Gosh, I'm in a very good mood at the moment)

Last weekend was great as well. Thanks alot to my uncle and his family. Wow~ It changed my life actually. Or my thoughts about it. I "woke up". So thanks to them for letting us come.

Mom, I love you

This wednesday Brain and I got the honor to take part at the Preview X release. And we got to meet Koyata-san (and Mori-san and two others I cannot remember the name of. Hontou ni gomen ne m(_ _)m )

It was so much fun! Thank you everyone. The meeting still makes me smile. ^^

I am really looking forward to this fall.

Okey, I gotta go. Just a quick summary of all the latest great things!

Take care all~

-Vicki

Monday evening

I. am. exhausted. and tired. sleepy, whatever.
It's a shame that my bed is on the 2nd floor, hihi. No, just kidding.

Today has been OK and I've just recovered from a famous Vicki-break-down. Hm... but, the best thing is that it feels freaking fantastic afterward.
The feelings this time were anger, loneliness, sadness, longing and.. maybe a few others. I don't know really.
Hm... It's sort of weird these things, don't you think? I mean, you can control emotions by changing your thoughts but then... there has to be balance among them, which in that case means it's OK to feel anger, sadness, depression or whatever "negative" feeling it might be, as much as it's OK to feel happiness, love, gratitude and so on.
I believe in balance. No doubt. Without hate - no love, without anger - no happiness.

So, to all of you people out there who has ever denied their feelings (including myself), please DON'T. Every feeling is OK to feel. And do take your time to feel it 'cause afterward you can make everything "right" again by feeling good. :)

Oh btw, look what I got from one of the sweetest people in the world - N.
All the way from Croatia. Thank you dear, I really appreciate it. And just like I said I would, I wore the neckless in school today ;)


The sock is for cellphones, and if you don't see it, the pin says "Funky fish". And I have always wanted a neckless like that, haha!

Okej everyone, g'nait and take care!

-V

The dream of a little girl

Today mom, my youngest sister and I went to see this cutie.

I am not a big fan of horses but I just couldn't do anything but fall in love with her. She is wonderful! Her name is Persika (the swedish word for "peach").
Isn't it almost every young girls dream to have a horse? My sister was so happy when she got to ride her, and I don't blame her at all.

Okay, time for moooovviiiieee!

-Vicki

Love my sister

Yes, vad säger man?... xD
Otherwise, the week has been wonderful~ No kidding, I shouldn't complain at all. Even the bad things turned out to be good. I am so thankful! Now I can finally become a sponsor of a little child :D I want a girl from Kamboja :) And I'll also start working on my tattoo. (Aoi, you got me even more inspired now, haha~) It won't be anything big though, but definitely something that means a lot to me.

Okey, I hope all of you had a great week! Keep up the good spirit throughout the weekend as well ;D

C ya!

-Vicki

For fun!

Stolen from Memmie.

My first:
surgery: None, and I'm rather happy about that.
piercing: ears
concert: hmm... D'espairs Ray
love: probably Mr. A

Right now:
I'm drinking: Waaater!!
I'm listening to: Kare uta by The Gazette (live)
I'm waiting for: Nothing I guess.
I'm wearing: Soft clothes~

What do you prefer:
Hugs or kisses: Hugs
Shorter or longer: shorter or longer what?
Nice belly or nice arms: Both wouldn't be bad, but nice arms are... wow!

Have you ever:
Kissed a stranger: Yeah, one could say :]
Lost glasses or lenses: Nope, I don't wear any of them :]
Escaped from home: Yeah, in my younger days with a friend. But it didn't take long before we ran back again xD
Had an xray: Yeah, my foot.
Broken somebody's heart: I guess...
Turned down somebody (with feelings for you): I... dunno...

Do you believe in:
Love at the first sight: Yeapp
God: Define "God" and I'll tell you.
Miracles: Indeed
Aliens: I do.

Deep within

Someone said: "I want to be myself in every situation in life. I want to open up and show people who I really am. What would my life be like if they really knew?"