I think I'm going through a period in my life which is very transforming. I've been pretty negative lately and I am very aware of it, but of some reason it's like I can't stop it. I think this is good though, because this negativity has forced me to work even more on my self esteem and accepting everything that is me (the positive as well as the negative). Interesting indeed and I think I'm doing very good. It's getting better and better each day.
I certainly do believe that trying to push away all the aspects of yourself that you don't want only makes them stick to you even harder. "You don't fight darkness with darkness, but you can turn on the lights".
I'm doing this for me, of course, but I also do it for the people around me because I know how I've hurt some of them through my toughts, words and actions. I always want to improve, and loving everything about me (in a healthy way, not an egoistic one) gives me the motivation to change for the better.
Take care all!
-V
