Sundayrain, eggs and school

Today everything is just like a typical sunday. Rain and study. And of course, I'm a bit bored.
This afternoon I will go back to Sunne and I am really looking forward to see all my friends in school tomorrow. 4 weeks without them! Can you even imagine? Hehe
Wow, I can't believe how I survived summer holiday.
Hm yeah, and I will probably be working my ass off this week since we this essay in natural science due friday.
Last night I had a hard time sleeping. Depression, fury, thoughts and everything. But never mind, I try not to think about it. I have more good days than bad days I think.
Gosh I'm babbling, forget about it.

Well... Right now I feel good. Got to go back to my books and computer.

Take care all! :D

-V

Looong time no see

I have had three, no, four weeks off from school and it has been far more than great.
On monday I will be back though, but I don't mind. I start missing my friends.
Yesterday I went to another "meeting" in Karlstad which was soooo incredibly inspiring. I felt so happy on my way back home, and for the rest of the day. I know I needed what I got back there.

I started working out a lot more recently too, I don't know what has gotten into me but suddenly I spent two hours sweating during tuesday evening. I really want to keep doing that so I will work on it. ;)

And it is already in the middle/end of November. I want time to just stop for a while.
Yeah... we'll see what happens.
Otherwise I'm doing good, caught a pathetic cold and is very sleepy at the moment. Time to go to bed.

Everyone take care!

-V

Surprises for the evening

Yes, it is weekend (again) and I'm currently at my dad's place.
It has been a rather boring Saturday to be honest. And this morning I went out for a run (haha, funny sounding) but my legs started to hurt after half the way so I had to walk home with 20 cm long steps. As I got home I had to lay down on the floor and I almost started screaming. I took a painkiller though and it helped. It was as if someone was hitting them with a hammer over and over. Guh >.<
I should be more careful... And I did work out yesterday so maybe it's because of that too.

Tonight my sister and I are going to take dad and his wife out for dinner. Or.. we will pay for them to have a romantic dinner for two at the chinese restuant. They don't know anything yet, but I hope they will like it :]

Anyway.
An OK week has passed too and the first snow fell two days ago. I was so excited, but then rain washed it away. Of course... I hope it's coming back soon though.
Wow, I start to fall back down into my fall/winter depression. I try to stay on top though but it is not easy all the time. So much around me at the moment, and I don't know what to do.
I'm upset about my teacher in natural science for giving us this ridiculus assignment when we're having our weeks of internship. But being angry, annoyed and upset isn't going to help me. It is just a waste of time and it doesn't matter how much I complain it will still be there until I do something about it. BUT STILL!!
Guh... All afternoon I have been complaining about it and probably attracted all the negative energy that even exists.
Hm...

Claustrophobia in my own company

Hope you guys are doing better!

-V