Dance, dance, dance!

I really wanna start dancing again. And I meant it. From the bottom of my heart!
Everytime I see people dance I get all bouncy and "hyper". But most of all happy. I'm not a big fan of ballet, but I guess I will have to practice that too to get somewhere and that is what I want. I wanna be able to dance 5 days a week all day long, and with a teacher who tells me EXACTLY what to do, and how to do it. Someone who tells me what is good and what I should be practicing more. I want it to look perfect! Really~
I took a "Dance Personality Quiz" and I got this:

According to the answers you provided, your dance personality is hip-hop!

Your personality is as unique as your dancing. You are outgoing and expressive, yet you never lose your cool. You dance not to show off, but to stand out. You eagerly accept challenges, whether on the dance floor or off. Keep rockin'!

Not bad at all, eh ;]
Hiphop is what I want to focus on, but I also like locking very much! I like the small moves that seem to make the whole choreography. It's amazing.
Anyway! I have set some goals for the next year, and I know that I, with the right motivation, reach them. And that's what I'm fighting for right now.

Ganbarimashou ne!

-V

Thoughts

Do you ever feel like there is something "bigger" for you waiting out there? You don't know what, but you are absolutely sure about it.
Do you ever long for things you can't describe?
Do you ever feel that you just can't show your real self, because people would have a hard time understanding you, and if you showed them who you really are they would probably think of you as weird or not take you seriously?
I do. Sometimes. Like today, this morning. I felt at ease and in harmony when we were ice skating of some reason, and of what I don't care. It was just such a good feeling and I've been longing for it.
I don't know why I write this, but it doesn't matter either. I just want to write and I usually don't read what I've written twice. Especially not things like these.
Writing is just a tool to help me clear my mind. Once the thoughts are put into words they will automatically leave my head. Which is a good thing of course.

God, there are so many things I wanna tell, so many things I want people to understand and respect. It is harder than it seems.
One thing I know too is that some people are not capable or emotionally/mentally ready to hear everything either. To open up and look with different eyes on things.
I want that day to come though.
Until then we'll see what happens.

-V

Christmas is coming to town

It won't be long until we're there again. Food, family, textmessages, friends and all of that.
I really like Christmas because of that, and the feelings it brings. The time before christmas is the nicest though. You wait, you prepare, you get all excited (at least I do).
I got a nice gift from Hana a few days ago, and I was so happy when I opened it. Thank you so much dear <3

I have some cards I need to send, so I guess that will be todays mission. Also I'm gonna meet a friend, maybe grab a coffee or something. Wouldn't be so bad.
AND I need to find a chocolate-santa. I'm determinded! I'm going to have it! Last christmas I looked for it everywhere but couldn't find one. I remember I went nuts because of it in an ironic way xD
There are also some e-mails that need to be replied. But... 冬休みだから、時間がある。 ^^

Yepp...
Take care everyone!

-V

"This is my December"

1st of december. Can you imagine? It is sad and great at the same time.
I like december though, but so far snow is not covering the environment and hope there will be snow for christmas.
It's rather early in the morning and I am home from school today too (like yesterday). And I think I've found the balance again because I feel extremely good.
Yesterdays grey clouds are gone, completely gone.
Sun is about to rise.

I have no idea what todays adventure will be, but I'm going back to my apartment later today though. That's all I know so far. But to take things as they come sounds good. Yeah...

Sundayrain, eggs and school

Today everything is just like a typical sunday. Rain and study. And of course, I'm a bit bored.
This afternoon I will go back to Sunne and I am really looking forward to see all my friends in school tomorrow. 4 weeks without them! Can you even imagine? Hehe
Wow, I can't believe how I survived summer holiday.
Hm yeah, and I will probably be working my ass off this week since we this essay in natural science due friday.
Last night I had a hard time sleeping. Depression, fury, thoughts and everything. But never mind, I try not to think about it. I have more good days than bad days I think.
Gosh I'm babbling, forget about it.

Well... Right now I feel good. Got to go back to my books and computer.

Take care all! :D

-V

Looong time no see

I have had three, no, four weeks off from school and it has been far more than great.
On monday I will be back though, but I don't mind. I start missing my friends.
Yesterday I went to another "meeting" in Karlstad which was soooo incredibly inspiring. I felt so happy on my way back home, and for the rest of the day. I know I needed what I got back there.

I started working out a lot more recently too, I don't know what has gotten into me but suddenly I spent two hours sweating during tuesday evening. I really want to keep doing that so I will work on it. ;)

And it is already in the middle/end of November. I want time to just stop for a while.
Yeah... we'll see what happens.
Otherwise I'm doing good, caught a pathetic cold and is very sleepy at the moment. Time to go to bed.

Everyone take care!

-V

Surprises for the evening

Yes, it is weekend (again) and I'm currently at my dad's place.
It has been a rather boring Saturday to be honest. And this morning I went out for a run (haha, funny sounding) but my legs started to hurt after half the way so I had to walk home with 20 cm long steps. As I got home I had to lay down on the floor and I almost started screaming. I took a painkiller though and it helped. It was as if someone was hitting them with a hammer over and over. Guh >.<
I should be more careful... And I did work out yesterday so maybe it's because of that too.

Tonight my sister and I are going to take dad and his wife out for dinner. Or.. we will pay for them to have a romantic dinner for two at the chinese restuant. They don't know anything yet, but I hope they will like it :]

Anyway.
An OK week has passed too and the first snow fell two days ago. I was so excited, but then rain washed it away. Of course... I hope it's coming back soon though.
Wow, I start to fall back down into my fall/winter depression. I try to stay on top though but it is not easy all the time. So much around me at the moment, and I don't know what to do.
I'm upset about my teacher in natural science for giving us this ridiculus assignment when we're having our weeks of internship. But being angry, annoyed and upset isn't going to help me. It is just a waste of time and it doesn't matter how much I complain it will still be there until I do something about it. BUT STILL!!
Guh... All afternoon I have been complaining about it and probably attracted all the negative energy that even exists.
Hm...

Claustrophobia in my own company

Hope you guys are doing better!

-V

Fall break

A very good week has soon come to an end.
It's been great to be away from school though we have stuff to do during this week and our practise.
I spent my Sunday together with a friend who stayed the night to Monday. We had a very good time! Monday night turned out to be a Mumin-night with the guys. We had tacco for dinner and nibbled crisps for the movie.
Tuesday was a rather boring day I think... I don't remember much. Well, my book came so I was happy. It's a book about funny things you can teach your brain (sounds kind of odd, doesn't it?) but it is very interesting. One of the best books I own.
It contains things such as:

- how to handle stress
- the best way to study
- think like a millionaire
- remember names
- how to negotiate

etc. etc.

On wednesday I went to Karlstad with my dear friend and later I went to my japanese class. It was so much fun and I got company on my way out by my teacher. She is such a sweet person.
On the train back to Torsby I met one of my teachers at school and we had a nice conversation.
On thursday we went to Karlstad again, but this time we went to see Michael Jackson's This is it, and what an amazing movie that was. I had bought tickets for mom, my sister, myself and two of my friends. But totally we were 8 people together.


I liked the movie because I finally got to see what kind of person Michael-at-work is. I feel sorry for those who were going to the concert and for the people he worked with who were looking forward to this so much. During the movie you had a have in mind what was happening behind the curtains too and that is so sad. But what a wonderful person he was, allas våran Michael Jackson.
We love you!

Today has been a lazy day. Or maybe not. I have been working on something that turned out to be one of the things I am most proud of (so far). A poster (or something) for a Metal-festival. It is not completely finished yet since I need to put the bandnames on it, but anyway....
This is how it turned out.



Take care all!

-V

Spending this friday at my apartment

Right now I'm watching Idol - very interesting.
I had a nice dinner with chicken and curry and afterward some chocolate and chai-tea.
Even though it's friday I will go back to school tomorrow to greet 20 japanese people in japanese. It is going to be so much fun actually. I am both nervous and excited but I think everything will be fine.

This week has been good and I have one week off (fall break) and then 3 weeks of practising, so 4 weeks off from school, how nice! Haha

yeah... short update! Maybe I'll write more tomorrow.

Take care!

-V

DBSK - Hajar Hajar

Okey, I saw this clip on Facebook. A friend had posted it, but it is incredibly funny (though it's in Swedish)!

Sleepy like hell

Hi!
I'm back in Torsby. Since we were out of school earlier today I decided to go home with my stuff so I don't have to carry them tomorrow. It's friday, I just want to relax.
It has been a good day though :] We had the longest break ever this morning 'cause our english teacher was ill so none of us thought it was a bad idea to spend some extra time in the cafeteria, hehe.
I sent my e-mail to Kjeld yesterday about my internship in Japan, so now I am very excited about his reply!

Just finished a very easy and random picture :]

Go to hell

This has been the worst weekend in a very long time!
Yes, I'm going to complain a bit. It's not a life without complaints sometimes.
Studying, studying, studying. That all I've done, for... the past two weeks. I don't know how I could have had so much to do. But today was the worst day though.
I had mental and physical crashes, my body was shaking so much I could barely make coffee, and I don't know when I last cried this much. Do I sound weak?
It was not only because of that, but a big part. Or... stress more likely. And I've been very frustrated today, and irritated. My sister has been a pain in the ass, though I love her dearly. I've had a headache and been coldsweat BUT!
But, but but! I'm done with my work! And. it. feels. fanfuckingtastic!
Tomorrow is the release for Michael Jackson's song This is it. I'm very excited and yes I will be up at 6 am just to listen to it even though I'll be home from school. They say this song really shows how great he was so my expectations are quite high. But I don't think he will disappoint us this time either.
Mom, my sister, Vero, Emil, Björn and I are going to Karlstad to see his movie too, and I am so excited about it as well. I think we all are. I got the tickets last wednesday.


I hope all of you are doing great though! :D
Stay cool eh ^^b

-V

Relief

What a lovely afternoon it turned out to be.
Right now I'm listening to the beautiful song Purple Rain by Prince. Isn't is just amazing? He's great!
The sun is about to settle and such scenes always make me feel free in some way. 変でしょう．．．

But still I want to have wings :]
I'm staying at moms tonight which is good 'cause I need to just have a few people around me right now.
That's all for tonight, and to all my friends who's in Sweden at the hour: please don't miss Hole in the wall tonight -laughs-
And Aoi, I've scanned two more books for you (if you want the japanese one of course :] )

Everyone take care!

-V

Happy Birthday

Yesterday was great, really.
I went to see the play with Vero and my sister. To be honest, I don't think I've ever been to a play where people have been so quiet! You were worried that a deep breath would be too much noise. The actor knew what he was doing, and you could picture everything he told without saying too much.
The evening turned out to be a birthdayparty since I asked my friends to join me and celebrate a dear friend of mine, and they gladly agreed! So I made a "cake" which ended up... I don't know.

Have a look.
I failed on the Mickey Mouse though... and the text turned out too big so I couldn't put the rest on it. It's supposed to say "Happy B-day 葵 18 År from Vicki, Vero, Emma, Björn, Emil, Martin and Lea". しかし、ケーキはおいしかった！ The cake was good.
Here are some more pictures from yesterday evening.


Happy Birthday from all of us! Emma was slicing the cake and I took the picture so we couldn't be in it, but I don't think that's any bigger tragedy xD God, do I sound anxious? -laughs-

We ended up at Björns later and watched The fast and the furious Tokyo Drift together with another episode of Mumin. It was so much fun!


Today is the 4th of October so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERO!!! Have a great day too, and eat tons of cake ;D

Everyone take care!

-V

Weekeeeeend again!

The weather is a bit boring but I really don't mind. A cup of coffee, soft music and nice company is perfect these days.
Yesterday was such a good day, from the moment I woke up 'til I went to bed. Vero and I spent the evening at Björn's watching Mumin.It is funny how much we enjoy watching kids programme together at this age. But it is a cozy feeling and we always laugh. I really love it!

Soon I will go and get ready for this evenings' events. I will go and see a play by a friend of mine, and later my sister, her friend and I will watch a movie together, and after that; more Mumin at Björns! :D

Okey, a very short and sort of useless update.

How are you guys doing? Life's still good? ^_^b

Take care

-V

Fall and cold

Today has been cold, but the temperature is about to sink even more. Wow, winter will be here soon...
It has been a good day though. It is always refreshing to be biking to school when it's a bit chilly in the morning.
I finished my social studies today and also part of my english essay so I feel very good right now. Went back to Torsby to get a pair of leggings my sister wants me to change for her tomorrow. It is nice to see my family. It sometimes gets bitbit lonely here, but I really enjoy being here in the evening, like now for instance. It is very cosy.
I spoke to Emil and Björn earlier and it's unbelieveable how much I miss hanging out with those guys. Fortunately we'll see each other this weekend. すごいでしょう。 ^^

Oh, and last weekend was great! Amazing changes is happening in my life right now. We got to talk things through at dad's place and I am so greatful for that <3 So many years...
As long as you have a good working relationship with your family I think anything can be done effortlessly. My lovely stepmother, sister and I went to Karlstad on Sunday to have a girls day. 本当に面白かったよ！ But there was this asian family that kept "following" me from the moment we walked in to the mall to the point where we got back to the car. I saw them at least 10 times. They were very cute though, especially their kids.

Okay, now it's time for me to just do nothing for two minutes and then I will go to bed. Maybe I'll have another look at the japanese homework we have due tomorrow.
みんなさん、おやすみなさい！良い夢を。

-V

Monday!

So, I'm back in school. It has been a good weekend, but I was slightly stressed yesterday though...

It felt better after Cissi and I had watched a certain movie :]

After she went home I took the train back to Torsby to leave some laundry, get some school work done and see my family. It was a nice afternoon and I stayed the night.

Aoi! I scanned one book for you yesterday too :D I will send it as soon as possible, just need to fix a few things first ^^ hope you'll like it.

Hm... What else?... I don't know.

I have a stong feeling that everything is going in the right direction though! -thumbs up-

Take care!

-V

おそくなってね。。。

本当にねむいから、ねたいよ！
I'll probably go to bed soon. This week has been... kinda lame. It was great to go back to japanese class though. I really enjoyed it, and seeing everybody was so much fun. I've missed them all.
We watched japanese kid programs, such as アンパンマン。
Everybody loved it xD
Enjoy!



-V

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I miss you

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Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou

I just can't stop listening to this song :]

とてもきれいだと思う。

So far this week has been OK. I was so tired yesterday and almost thought I had a fever.

でも、家に帰ったとき散歩をした。So it all ended up good anyway. And I spent the evening with Vero and cut her hair. 楽しかった！

Just hope the rest of the week will stay good. 明日、日本語のクラスが始まる！楽しみにしているよ。

Okay, this is just a short update since I need to pay attention to class, haha ^^"

みんな気をつけてね。

-ヴィッキ

Internship

Back in Torsby! I finally got to talk to Laurence and now it seems like things will work out when it comes to my internship. I'm just gonna send them my portfolio and a short presentation about me, and the other company will e-mail me on monday. Great! I feel so much less stressed. -thumbs up-
Tomorrow is "the big market" and it seems like there will be a lot more people than last year. I hope so ^^ It'd be fun.

Yeah, what else is there?... I skipped P.E today (a). No, but I had to talk to Laurence and then I had no reason to go to class since I would only be able to be there in like... 30 minutes. More or less... And btw, I don't need to come up with the longest excuse ever xD Anyhow...

Is everybody doing good? :D

-V

School vs. Jack the Ripper

8時です！　早いですね。少しねむい。

But I'm in school and alive so there really is nothing to be complaining about -wink-.

Class begins in about 20 minutesso I will soon take some time and finish a few pages in the book about Jack the Ripper. I can't read certain chapters before I go to bed 'cause there really are some nasty photos in it, I'm such a wimp xD But the book is just awesome, and you just can't help falling in love with it.

Anyway! This weekend was just amazing too. My family and I went to Dalarna to our cousines. The feeling I had this time is out of words.

Hope you guys had a good weekend too!

Oh, and 葵, I got something to ask you!

-Vicki

Internet!

Short update!
I'm in school right now, having social studies. Very interesting.
Yesterday evening I had a geat time with Vero! Thank you so much. We made smoothies that were delicious, laughed, talked etc etc.
Today I will go back to Torsby (again) to get my books that arrived yesterday 8D I'm so excited, haha!
- How to make love like a porn star by Jenna Jameson
- A million little pieces by James Frey
and
- The long hard road out of hell by Marilyn Manson

It's going to be great fun to read!

-V

Back in business

This weekend... wow!

It was awesome. Who would have imagined? I came home, it was raining like crazy and my neck hurt. Besides, I had a heachache and was very tired. I really thought it would be like the other weekend... We drove to dad since we would spend the weekend there.

Friday afternoon was a bit boring to be honest. I guess it was because of my headache... Dad was busy, my sister stayed in her room most of the time, my stepmother was using the computer, and so was I.

After some time we decided to order some food. Bla bla bla.

But! Friday night really was one of this weekends highlights! I spent 4 hours on Skype talking with Aoi, and I swear (-damnit-) I haven't laughed so much for God only knows how long. It was so much fun! 葵、本当にありがとう！

Saturday was a good day too.

- Went to see the new school with my family. (I really hope that students will enjoy it there)

- Had taco for dinner (awesome!)

- Played "Så det kan låta" with my family and two friends of ours.

- Watched "Män som hatar kvinnor" (So good, and very different from any other movie I've seen in the same genre, it was also one of the highlights)

- Went to bed.

Sunday... what a day! Everything, and I really mean everything, was just so cosy, and the weather was sunny. You could really tell that fall is so soon to come. Wonderful! Can't wait...

Yeah... Friday and Sunday were the best days! ^^

Hope you guys had a great weekend.

-V

Friday, friday, friday

Isn't it just great?
How is it possible to get so exhausted every weekend after school's over? I still have a few things that needs to be done before Sunday but I wrote them down so it shouldn't be a problem.

I'm bit bored... I don't know why 'cause it's great to see my family again and stuff. Maybe this weekend didn't began so well from the moment I stepped inside at moms, but my neck hurt too much from carrying three heavy bags for 30 minutes and I've had a headache since noon. I just wanted to get to dads as soon as possible and chill.
We're finally here! Dad's busy with band stuff though, my sister is locked inside her room listening to Michael Jackson. The only person I'm talking to right now is my lovely stepmother. <3

-V

Mianheyo! My fault

Before I write anything else, I'd like you to take another look at the entry Home sweet home, 'cause I made a little mistake.

あいてる　acutally means "free" and not "sit". ごえめんね。 But like I said, I'm not sure about the spelling. I assume that あいてる is the -ている form of the verb あく。 Hmm.... anyway, I will write when I've asked my friends ^^

Anyway...
I listened to a new podcast today in which they were talking about the difference between the Tokyo dialect and the Osaka dialect.
Here's the conversation:

・ こんどの月曜日あいてる?
・　あいてるよ！
・　うめだで買い物したいなと思っていてんけど。　一生に行かへん?

Translation
- Are you free this coming monday?
- Sure, I'm free.
- I was thinking about shopping in Umeda. Do you wanna come?

こんどの月曜日 - this coming monday
...で買い物 - shopping in...
したい - I want to do (-たい form of the verb する which means "to do")

Okey, here's the Osaka dialect: 一生に行かへん?
In Tokyo, they said on the podcast, you use the -ない form.
たとえば、"一生に行かない?" but in Osaka they use へん instead. ^^

Do you understand?
Ne, take a look at the last sentences in the conversation again.
If you were to say "I was thinking of surfing at Suma (a beach in Kobe). Do you wanna come?" what would that be in japanese?
Here comes two other examples too. (If you like you could try in both Tokyo dialect and Osaka dialect)

- "I was thinking of playing soccer in the park. Do you wanna come?"
- "I was thinking of having pasta at an italian resturant. Do you wanna come?"*

*hint: having pasta - to eat - want to eat

Give me a comment with your answers please :]
がんばってね。

-V

Home sweet home

Yay, it's getting late but I don't mind. Slightly tired though, but I'll go to bed veryvery soon :] Just need to write a letter for the internship I want to take in my 3rd year.
My apartment is getting so cozy, I just had to say that. When coming back here on Sundays is like coming back to inner peace. This really is my sanctuary, and today I got my "bar table" so no more eating in the couch or on the floor xD A small place with candles lit everywhere.


It looks incredibly small on these pictures though, hehe. It's bit bigger in real life plus I wont upload pictures of my kitchen and bathroom :]

Anyway... Today has been an... OK day.
I started listening to some japanese podcasts for about two days ago (the ones I wrote about yesterday "Learn japanese with Beb and Alex") and I came across lots of things I had no clue about. Sometimes it's good to look back on the very basics. Okey, I'm gonna give it to you right here (all written in kana):

しつれいね。- You're being rude.
ひさしぶり - Long time no see
しょくじ - food
じゃ、またこんどね。 - OK, next time then?
・ここテーブルあいてますか。- Is there a free table?
・どうぞあいてるおせきどちらでも。- Please, sit anywhere you like.

あく - to be free (this confuses me a bit though, but I'll tell you the right thing as soon as I can)
おせき - seat
どちらでも - anywhere

・ごちゅうもんはよろしですか。 - Are you ready to order?
・．．．でもらえますか。 - Can I have...?
・はい、かしこもらえました。 - (polite) Yes, I understand/I took your order

Hope you will find it useful ^^ Guess that's all for today. Now I gotta write that letter...

Take care everyone!

-V

Cozy evening

The scent of sea breeze is overwelming in here, but it smells so good.
I bought this liquid that you drop in some water, put over a candle and after a while it smells fantastic, hehe. What's it called in english btw? I don't even know what swedish people call it. Hm...
Anyways...
Recently I have become a regular visitor in the "I-miss-so-many-people-right-now"-hole. It's... I don't know, it has good and bad feelings with it. The bad feelings are that I feel sort of lonely, a bit depressed and can't stop thinking about these people (do I sound like a stalker btw? xD). But the good feelings are that I love them so much! And those feelings are so much stronger, that's why I cling to them ;]

Uhm, yeah... I learned something new in japanese today btw, something I've been thinking about and struggling with for sometime.
The word くれる which means "to do something for me" (I think).

たとえば

・　教えてくれる = tell me
・　読んでくれる = read for me

エトセトラ、エトセトラ。
I think :]

And I've also been studying korean as much as possible, it's so much fun! And I want to improve my korean skills for 葵くん who helps me so much. ありがとうね、mi amiga ;D

A'ight, think that's all for tonight!

Take care everyone!

-V

Vanilla & nostalgia

Okke, like always (the majority of my blog entries) I'm in school for the moment. No I'm lying, but in my previous blog I tended to update only in school, and almost every entry began with "I'm sleepy". What a life back then! -thumbs up-

しかし、We're writing and doing research about venereal diseases and it's actually very fun since we will do posters and stuff of the information we get. Sort of... hehe.

And...

this is...

love!

I don't know why but I just love it so much! Real nostalgia to me. I used to listen to this song with a friend of

mine a lot for about two years ago.

And if you're not into "dirty techno music" at least give it a try from 0:50. It's pure love xD Sorry!

家にいる！

「Learn Japanese with Beb and Alex」というpodcastを聞いている。面白い！
ねぇ、今日は楽しかった。We got an exchange student from Texas in our class. She will (hopefully) go with us most of the time while she's here. とてもやさしい。
Hm... One week passed so fast, ne. It's Monday again already.
I came back to the apartment yesterday though. Had my issues during this weekend... I don't know why I got so upset and frustrated at mom's, I'm so sorry about that, 本当にごめんね。
A lot of fun things happened too though. I went to the releaseparty for Hollow Breed (you really should see their MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/hollowbreed). It was awesome! I met a few people whom I haven't seen in a while.
It's funny how you realise how much you've actually missed a person when you get to see him/her.
変だね．．．

But anyways! Vero and I took a walk yesterday evening, we had no idea where we were going but at least we ended up home, hehe.
The sky was awesome when we got to the top of that hill.
Somehow I tend to get very emotional at views like that. Don't know why though... It's those times when I wish I could fly. Would life be better/easier if I could? (silly thoughts...) Not that I should complain about my current circumstances, oh no. I'm just curious.

Hm... yeah, maybe I'll get to know one day ;]

Hope everybody else are doing great!

I'll write more later.

気をつけて！

ヴィッキ

Weekend!

Gosh, I am so sleepy! But weekend has finally arrived so hopefully we will have the time to rest.
I still have a few things to do. Schoolstuff... However, it has been a very good week though. I really enjoy my new life in the apartment and photos are to come but not yet :]
School has been so much fun too. It's great to see the class again. The only thing I can really really complain about is p.e... But no details... It will be fine.

Okay, what else? Yesterday I took the train back home to Torsby since Hollow Breed had their releaseparty at Torsby Camping. It was a very entertaining evening, I must say, but I will write about that in another entry. And maybe later since it's hard to find the right words right now (it's still early xD) But here's a picture of the album.

See you later!

-V

Quick update!

I'm alive, I promise, hehe. Don't think you have been so worried anyways.

However! I moved in to my new apartment a two days ago and I really love it there. Everything is perfect and the family next to me is so nice. Since I don't have Internet (yet) I won't be posting so much stuff (maybe on weekends or in school). I promise to upload a few pictures of my home for interested people :]

And a special thanks to my dear friend Aoi, who got me more or less addicted to DBSK/TVXQ (a South Korean boyband for those who don't know). I love the song Mirotic and I also got my sister to like it too, haha!

Okke, think I should give my attention to class now.

Everyone, take care and enjoy life, fulfill your dreams and spread the love 'cause it's awesome! ;D

-V

H&H (Hilma & Haircut)

So, another day (afternoon) with Hilma.
Went to her apartment, took me about 30-40 minutes but it was a very nice walk and the weather... lovely! Neither too hot nor too cold, just perfect. You can really tell that we're in the middle of August. I can't wait for fall, it's probably the most beautiful season of the year (and I seriously don't know why people complain so much about its rainy days).
Yeah, I joined Hilma to get a pizza (which I helped her finish) and then we sat down to chill on a landing-stage not far from my moms where we went wild with cellphone cameras.


It got cooler by the time as the sun settled behind the hospital building. We decided to visit mom (again) but it was a very short one. Well, not for me since I stayed a while and filled a box with some stuff for my new place :] Had a nice chat with mom before I went back home to dad.
My sister her friend and I occupied the bathroom for a while to cut our hair, and it was easier than I expected. Sharp scissors and a razor, if you want it spikey and all that. Perfect! And I must say I'm pretty satisfied with todays end result. Going to fix the rest tomorrow ;]


Okke, I'm getting sleepy... Better go to bed.

Everyone, take care!

-V

World Face-Pulling Championship

Yeah, check out this link. Jesus... xD


World Face-Pulling Championship

By the way, I finally found my precious coffee glasses! 10:- at Rusta and about 15 cm high. That's lovely! I don't know for how long I've been looking for these.


And also I had the time to take a look at my future "table" today. Just need to put some black glaze on and it will be perfect. The excitement came back to me today.
It's been a good day so far. Dad, stepmom, my sister and I headed "downtown" to have chinese. Well, we ended up at the chinese restaurant, it was awesome. I really like going there. The atmosphere, the set-up, the food (of course). And the staff is real nice.
Oh, from China to Japan, I'd love to have sushi someday now...

-V

Tisdag och Guitar Hero

GH i vardagsrummet.
Oskar sitter och gör tappra försök på Satch Boogie, jäklar vad roligt det är och usch vilka fina ramsor jag får höra mellan varven.


Lite dålig bild, men det mesta är ju som sagt bättre live.

Idag har det varit en slapp dag. Eller ja... det beror väl kanske helt på hur man ser på saken eftersom jag och Hilma var och slängde skräp vid återvinningscentralen. Tre vändor fram och tillbaka ifrån hennes lägenhet. Det är verkligen inte långt där ifrån, men med tunga grejor så blir det lite jobb ändå. Efteråt drog vi hem till mig så jag fick plocka ihop lite till min flytt, vet fortfarande inte riktigt vad jag ska ha med mig... Hilma var nog rätt trött efter ett trängingspass och städ.


Imorse hade jag världens inspirationsrus i hela kroppen. Jag skojar inte, det kittlade ända ner i tårna för det var så mycket jag ville göra. Tyvärr var det nått som spräckte den ljuva lilla bubblan när vi var på konsum. Har ingen aning om vad som hände, helt plötsligt kändes allt bara så meningslöst. Kan det vara att jag tänker lite väl mycket på flytten? Den kan bli en stressgrej ibland. Jag vill flytta, det är inte det, men det är när jag tänker på att jag vill köpa in nya saker och sånt där.
För egen del så är tankarna "Yes, nu börjar mitt nya liv, då vill jag ha nya grejer, nya tallrikar, bestick, lampor, ljus etc. etc". Någon annan som känner igen sig? Jag är rätt kräsen med vissa grejer, det måste jag säga. Innerst inne. Eller envis snarare, och speciellt nu när jag ska få ta hand om mitt eget ställe. Klart man vill ha det på sitt sätt då, vem vill inte det? Dock finns det massa saker som är kalas med att ta grejer som ingen annan behöver. Det blir billigare, och man kan använda pengarna till annat man behöver till exempel.
Haha, jag har ingen aning om varför jag skriver detta egentligen. Det verkar mest som en inre konflikt med mig själv. Hur som helst! Ville bara poängtera att det finns lyxproblem som detta och det är egentligen helt onödigt att gräva ner sig när det finns miljarder andra saker att vara glad åt.
Snart står jag väl så mycket som möjligt på egna ben ändå, och det ska bli dunderskönt!

-V

Gratis-Fashion.se

For people interested in fashion, check this out and spread the love, hehe.
Bli medlem och samla poäng :D

http://gratis-fashion.se/inviter-ven.php?id=41924

Sweet August

Sov till halv elva imorse. Det var underbart! Eller kanske inte... Förstår inte varför, men jag får stresskänslor i hela kroppen om jag sover "för länge". Inte det att jag har något viktigt att passa tiden till så jag skulle lätt kunna sova bort hela dagen om så vore. Tror det skulle göra mig gott också faktiskt. Det är nog någon gammal vana som ligger kvar. Mamma har haft en tendens till att komma in o väcka mig runt 9-10 för att tala om att frukosten står på bordet. Det kan hända att jag är jättetrött men känner att jag måste kravla mig upp ur sängen och bort till köket. Sjukt är det. Och sånt skapar stress, mina vänner. Egentligen ska man ta en paus varje dag på ca 30 minuter o bara vila. Det är jätteviktigt! Något som jag själv också behöver träna på. Så att man får ligga ner o bara ta det lugnt. Vi är inte gjorda för denna stressiga vardag vissa ständigt lever i (medvetet/omedvetet påverkade). Men det antar jag att det är fler än jag som kommit underfund med.
Anpassa din vardag efter dig, inte du efter vardagen!
Ja, det får väl bara det för stunden. Nu ska jag gå och möta syster.

Ha det fint!

-V

最初の書込み

F i r s t e n t r y , y e s .

Äntligen, äntligen, äntligen idag fick jag spendera lite kvalitetstid med HilmaDilma. Som jag har längtat efter henne. Först till Stockholm, sen till Göteborg, sen hem och så tillbaka till huvudstaden igen (resor som för övrigt var ohälsosamt roliga). Det kändes som att man aldrig mer skulle få träffas, och visst låter är det lite illa när man låter så desperat. Jag kunde dock trösta mig med att jag i alla fall fick se henne på TV hemma hos Malin i friidrotts-SM. (Ska passa på att klämma in en parentes och skryta lite över min käre vän som tog brons i slägga.) Men som sagt, idag blev det less talk more action. Efter att fått känt sig väldigt fåfäng framför spegeln och lite yoga imorse så drog jag ner till byn. Det var ju på tok varmt för att ha på sig jeans trots eventuella AC-hål, men det fattade ju inte jag förrän solen gassade på så jag trodde jag skulle flyta bort. Jaja, erfarenheter är aldrig fel. En 25-minutare till Jouren alltså, där Hilma satt o väntade så snällt. Istället för vårt klassiska hos kroknäsorna (ursäkta ordvalet) så drog vi till Pekås o plockade på oss smågodis o nötter för att sen gå hem o sätta oss i vårt gula hos mamma. Passade på att byta brallor några gånger.

En fortsatt mysig eftermiddag när vi gick ner till byn igen o klämde en gammeldags special bestående av en våffla, två glasskulor, mjukglass o valfri topping - strössel eller klet, you choose. Hilma tog noisett (eller vad det hette), något som påminde om nougat. Fyfasan va gott det var, och jesus vad mätt man blev! Skojar inte, skulle kunnat rulla nerför hela Järnvägsgatan om så vore! Men det var värt allt.
Allt slutade med att vi hamnade uppe hos Hilma o drack te, jag fick låna hem epilatorn som jag ska testa imorn (rykten säger att det gör jäkligt ont, så nu får vi då testa smärtgränsen). Mina ben ser ut som träden utanför Rikstadshuset, kapat rätt av -tummen upp-.
Nej, nu blir det natten. Har massa sömn att ta igen.

Gonatt med er!

-V